Don't

Please don't act like you know me in and out. The truth is you know nothing about me. The things I'm going through, the pain I'm enduring, the suffering I try to hold it in. Maybe if you'd take some time to get to know me, you'd understand me better. But no. You guys always end up judging me before even getting to know me. So this is me begging you. Don't act like you know me. Don't.

Holiday ain't a holiday

Online quiz. Assignments. Assessments. How can this 1 week mid semester break be a break? There are workloads piling up. I just don't get how people find uni life easy. It's so freaking stressful. Work work work and more work. ARGH. I should've just stayed in high school. Its so much easier. In the end, my holiday ain't a holiday after all.

At last.

Phew. Finally my holidays started, sorry I took a while to update, was busy with 2 assignments due this week. Anyways, I'm on holiday now. I get a 10 days break I deserve after weeks after weeks of uni life. Tiring. ~.~ Lastly, I'm on holiday. At last. :)

Accounts

Accounts. I'm doing a business degree and I don't think I'm into you. Please make me understand you better cause you are confusing. Haven't seen you in a while and I don't think I miss you. You're so complicating and yet I have to find ways to love you one way or the other. So please make this job easier for me. >.<

Game or Girls

Game or girls? I noticed that to become a gamer, you would have to neglect your girlfriend. By having a girlfriend, you would have to neglect gaming. U can only choose one. Spend time on gaming and not bothering about having a girlfriend or having a girlfriend and you would have to sacrifice your gaming time. 

If you have both, you should be wise on how to juggle between this two or both will suffer. Neglect your girlfriend and that's the end of the relationship. Neglect gaming and you would have nothing to do besides studying and having a girlfriend to accompany all the time. You are very lucky if your girlfriend is a gamer as well. But I've only seen a few among all my friends who are already in a relationship. 

In the end of the day, you have to make the decision yourself. Game or Girls. 

Kthxbai.

Assignments assignments assignments. Test test test. Quiz quiz quiz. Assessment assessment assessment. ARGH!!! Why is there so much to do and so little time? I hate uni life. So stressful. I want my high school life back. *throws thantrum*

I officially hate you, uni life. Kthxbai.

Wondered.

I've always wondered. Wad if I died today? Or say tomorrow? Would you cry at my funeral? Well firstly, I think that not many will attend. =X But who knows? I wouldn't know cause by then I'll be dead already. Hah. Just food for thought. I have always wondered.

Thursday.

Sorry I took so long to update. Was busy with assignment due ytd. >.<

Today damn suay. It first began with econs tutorial class on Thursday. My teacher kept picking on me. -.- Mayb its because my name was too nice and easy to remember. Every time she would go like 'Hmm, lets see next question, Gavin answer please?' then after that it happened again, 'Gavin, would you please draw the diagram on the board?' -.-

Next it was during econs lecture. The audi was so damn huge with so many students. The lecturer just had to make it all the way to me and ask me 'what determines the size of a government'. Maybe its just because my bag was red and it was right next to me so it caught his eyes. -.-

How unlucky.

You

I'm tired of playing this games of catch with you. How fun is it to you? Do you find it amusing somehow? The trouble I go through getting to you? I'm really tired of the way you treat me as if you don't know my intentions. The things I do just to spend more time with you. Asking you out for a movie. Asking you out for a karaoke session just to spend time and get to know you better. Isn't the signs obvious? Should I have made it even more obvious? You could've just read between the lines. At the end of the day, no one can be blamed. Afterall, the things I do, just for that chance with you.

Me

Hmm...I took some time thinking about wad to write for this post. It's 12.33am here where I should be asleep so I can get up for class tomorrow. I'm a nobody. I guess I'm just someone who will just come and go like the wind. After all, I'm just another person in the whole wide world as your friend. Get to know me and we could be best of friends, ignore me and you just lost getting to know how a great friend I can be. Not many may agree but whatthehell. -.- At the end of the day, it only falls down to one thing. Me.

Stop acting

I hate you. I should just stop lying to myself about the fact I have almost no respect for you. I get it. Your my financial support till I actually earn an income to sustain myself. But please. All this drama has to stop. I hate you to the max. Your always biased towards others when compared to me. I just don't get it. I my pain your pleasure?

I don't see myself in your shoes 10 20 years down the road, seriously. Now you know why I hate you. I FUCKING HATE YOU. Kthxbai.

Sincerely,
Your son.

Bonding

I realized that a group of friends tend to go to the movies together as an outing together. How is that possibly called bonding? -.- I personally think that staring at a screen ain't counted as bonding or whatever you call it to be.

IMO, I think going for karaoke is like the best way to bond with people. HAHA. It's obvious I love singing at the karaoke box. It's a passion and a hobby at the same time. I LOVE singing. I repeat. It's a CAPITAL L.O.V.E. towards karaoke. Hope that I can marry it. LOL. EPIC. XD.

On the other hand, my mum thinks that movies ain't bonding too. I agree with her on that. BUT, she thinks that karaoke is also NOT bonding. WTH! -.-' She thinks that it's too advance for her. Talk about old. HAHA. She thinks that the best way for bonding? Monopoly and Scrabble. I literally stoned for 5 seconds. Talk about old school yo!~ Pfft.

Caring too much

I found out that I pour out my emotions too easily to someone. First you think that they could become your best friend, the next you think you two are worlds apart from each other. I also tend to get sticky with someone, caring too much for them and they end up ditching me. Ugh, it's not worth it at all. Well, here's the thing. I'm sorry I cared too much. Not worth it.

The emotions poured out towards that person hoping that he/she would give some respond but most of  them just end up giving a CAPITAL 'OIC' and RUB it in ur face. Feels like your talking to the wall. Pfft.

My last words for this post? Trust no one. They always end up hurting you one way or another.

Its just me. All alone.

I realize I've been living in solitary lately. It's 2.25am in the morning and I'm here writing my first post for my new blog. I forgotten the pwd for my old 1. Pathetic me. -.-

I've got cousin whom I just found out existed not too long ago. I just don't see us clicking with each other. Went for one of d cousin's wedding dinner tonite. It was just okay, I guess. During the dinner, I hardly talked to any of them. I also found out that they are extremely good at singing. No wonder they each have a karaoke set at home. >.< Imba.